at times, i don't feel satisfied with my life but i think of the people who worry about their three meals everyday, those starving kids and i feel lucky to be just here. i'm trying to learn how to be contented and happy. i'm trying to learn not to always look at others in envy. because it only ends up making me feel so empty. it makes me feel like i'm nothing.

it seems that now as i get older, less things are able to make me happy. things that make me really laugh and smile in my heart. it's really sad. when we were all younger we were so much more carefree and easily happy. that is why for people who can make me smile in my heart, i really love you. a pity i am not good at expressing love. haha.

anyway, strange dreams left me feeling dazed. it caused me to question myself and i decided not to think about it. best option :)


and i'm looking forward to going hong kong :D for now i'm excited kid. haha. i loveee taking planes.

love you like a sister;
10:45 pm